Today I realized how much I don't want to leave.
I can't bear the thought of being gone from this place.
It's funny that a place that has caused me so much misery is also the place that has become my safe haven. I know this place, I've grown to be the person I am now in this place, I'm happy here, it's become my home.
Everyone keeps saying that things change, that you have to move on.
I'm sick of moving on.
Just once I want to stay.
It doesn't matter how I feel. In 5 months I'll pack my bags and board a plane. Where it will take me I have no idea.
But, I do know that this place will never be my home again and that is something I regret.
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